I told my Lord that I want no one but Him in my heart, then He brought you into my life. I was overwhelmed at first but then I was reminded that you are a test for me, I remember how I cried that night wanting nothing but to feel the peacefulness of being grateful. a friend asked me, “sue, nak jadi mahal tak?” that make me question myself a lot. who I am kidding? who am I lying to? I know what I want and I know what I should do. now that she put that big question mark in my head, every morning I woke up and question myself that. this is a test; for me and for you. for us to be stronger and be better. you take care of your eyes while I take care of my heart.

Zainab binti Muhammad saw. She left her husband in the name of Allah because the husband wont accept Islam. She was that strong to leave the love of her life for Allah. but Allah united them in His bless and mercy, they were happy until Zainab fell sick and died followed by the husband four year later. that faith, blessings and true love all together in a story of a faithful wife. and I believe, Allah knows better.